Only About Myself

Hi, Assalamualaikum., Just call me Yani.. I have 3 siblings, 1st my sista, 2nd my bro, and the last is me.. Oke... Dari kecik, I stay with my late grandmom, but she was gone.. Around 6 years ago.. I miss her a lot...I miss her damn much.. My mom kjew, so she leave we to our grandmom to take care of us..  So, mmg manja dgn arwah nenek laa.. After she's gone, everything is change.. The home very sunyi..dah xde gelak tawa..x riuh sgt.. My sista plak n my bro stay asrama..so just me n mom only at home.. My mom was divorce with my dad since I very3 baby maybe..huhu... & from that, I x penah rasa adanya 'AYAH', kasih sayang dari dia... Then, I pown x pena pk sgt pown pasal Abah I.. For me, Mama adalah Ayah & Ibu ntuk I.. She is the best MOM for me! I LOVE HER VERY MUCH ! But, when I stay with my mom, I slalu marah dia..I slalu mcm disrespectfull to her... But, actually, just GOD knows what in my heart, that I lOVE HER SO MUCH.. Maybe I x boleh slalu dgn dia..sbb karenah mama kot.. haha.. entah laa... Bile besar nie, byk I kene blaja,, the way to respect my mom... Kesabaran yg banyak I kene ade... Apepown, I xnak 1 day I regret with what i've done to her.. Sometime, I admit my mistakes, but, I'm so shy to apologise with her.. But, my heart really worried..she might be always cry bcoz of me.. I am maybe not a good daughter for her.. Hmmm....